Memories
Memories can make our life happy if you have good & happy memories in the past.

But sometimes sad & bad memories don't need to remember as you hope...


I have no intention to hurt anyone in my past.

But sometimes unconsciously ,my existence or my words might hurt somebody's heart...I realized it recently.


I don't know what she thinks now & how she feel about me at all.

But our common memories was over and I thought we could graduate from our happenings each.

After some happenings ,we could talk about it each other for a while & we smiled when we said "Good Bye".


So I understood we have no reserve on our minds at all & I imagined to be nice friends again after that.

But it is only my thought about it & her.


For her, my existence is just bad & sad memory still now.

And she doesn't need to remember it at all & she doesn't need to be contacted by me for the rest of her life...NEVER!


I am so sorry for her that I don't understand her heart truly & deeply and I misunderstood her way of thought as I think...

But she send me her honest message recently, so finally I understood her true heart.


My messages & existence itself may still hurt her again...

I was so sorry for her & I sent her a final message not to contact for her at all from me, NEVER.


It was a little shock to me that her real & honest heart was completely different from mine.

But I am glad to know her thought as she wants at last.


Maybe, she hesitated to tell me about her true heart & she escaped from me without saying nothing as less as possible.

But she told her honest heart with strong efforts ,so I really appreciate with her kindness.


After I knew her true heart & real thought, I want to respect her thought as she needs.

I thought it is the best way NOW.


Maybe ,in the future, her situation & thought may change a little about me & our happenings in our past.

And I wish her heart will be able to heal by herself naturally & someday we will see again somewhere.


We have lots of common friends now, so I regretfully we can not connect with our hearts now...

But I don't lose my hope in our future to see again someday...

What I can do for her is to pray for happiness in my heart always without doing & saying for her.
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繋がり&恵みに感謝し、体験や学びをシェアします‼!Mind・Body・Soulの調和を保つ様、Yoga&Holisic life&Vegitarianで心身の調和&平安を願う…恵みを享受し、この生命を活かす事が私の歓び‼

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Author:Masuda Keiko (増田佳子)
ヨーガに出会い、あらゆる縁や繋がりに感謝する日々。
YOGA=生きる道であり、"How to"でもある…。

Vegitarian・Holistic&Natural cure&Detoxが、各々の心と身体の調和と平安に役立てるツールとなりうると、自らの体験や学びを通じて日々実感中…。

私の学んだ全てが他者の幸せに繋がる、何か氣づきのきっかけになれるのであれば、それが本当にありがたい幸せです!

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YOGA, Detox adviser , Aroma therapy, Natural therapist by my foot technique, Vipassana meditation, and Vegetarian cooking based on Macrobiotics...
ヨーガ、デトックスアドバイザー、アロマセラピー、自然療法家(足技による全身施術)、ヴィパッサナー瞑想、マクロビオテッィクスに基づいたベジタリアン料理…。

These are my tools for others in this world to share with me.
これらが、この世で私が他者と共有する為に、これまで学んできた私のツールです。

I recommend eating Vegetarian foods as a daily diet to keep our body & mind & spirit balanced in peace at neutral state always through my experience.
私は自らの学びから、身体と心とソウルのバランスを平安にし、ニュートラルな状態に保つ為には、日常は野菜中心の食生活を推奨します。

My learning & experiences can make use of other's interest & welln-vbeing somehow, I hope...
私の学びや経験が、誰か必要としている方にとって、何かのきっかけづくりに少しでも役立てることを願っています。

If you are interest in my activity,
please let me know and send me some message.
もしあなたが私の活動に興味を持ったら、メッセージを下さいね。

I believe that my mission of this life is contribution to let this universe be peaceful more and better after each mind, body and spirit balanced by my tools with benevolence...,from the bottom of my heart.
私がこの世に生まれた使命は、常に慈しみの心を以って、この世をより平安に、そしてより良くする様、自らが貢献することだと心の底から信じています。

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