A few days ago, I sent a message to my friend who has known David so many years.
And today, I got her reply and it was so great message for me.
She is very busy woman but sometimes she sent me a message by e-mail and mobile phone kindly.
I don't know why I became to like her so much but her mind with kindness and spirit with love is precious for me.
She knows David when they met high school for the first time so she knows him more than me.
In this year, I saw her without David to talk each other like girls' talk when she had a coffee time in the morning.
And I really had a nice time to talk to her then and she is the best friend in Seattle naturally.
Today, I could read her reply and I am so thankful for her generous and kind message to me.
We will see again at her coffee time someday soon, so I am very looking forward to see her again.
Only less than 2 weeks remain in this year, so I want to connect my rest of days in this year with new year with positive and better mind as well as possible.^^
I am so lucky to get a wonderful relationship with her that my heart can feel relived to enjoy my happy marriage life in Seattle, anyway...
Today, David had a nice time together on his holiday.
Especially we could communicate each other what we are really thinking now.
Today is the 3rd day of my Detox.
I could feel so much better than before and I could feel myself clearer than before.
Tomorrow, the SUPER FULL MOON will come to us.
So I decided to do my own DETOX to adjust this cycle of this wonderful timing.
Last 6 months, I felt less energy inside of myself somehow.
And I couldn't get away from it anyway.
But this my DETOX days could gave me so much energy and power inside naturally.
And this great influence & effect gave our relationship between David & I, just I can feel...
I have no idea in font our life from now on.
But we can love each other more and more with our strong love and faith each other, I can feel....
I wish that all my precious friends in this world will enjoy this special moon's energy at your place anyway...^^
And just I am thankful for everything around me now., A LOT!
I sent some message for Japanese friends after new year started.
I have some great friends and sometimes I want to say hello to them spontaneously and I sent some message to them suddenly.
But I don't any expectations from their reply at all.
Because just I want them to read my message and I know their daily life are busy.
Some of my wonderful friends gave me quick replies and I became so happy to read them these days.
They have so pure sprits and honest thinking and all their message can let me energize and encourage myself so well.
And most of my friends are living their own favorite way and I respect them with compassion.
After I read their replies, always I felt great warmth inside my heart and I could feel happiness a lot.
Some of my friends gave me so fabulous messages and it made me surprise.
But to know their way of thinking about me is very important & precious time to understand me better.
I think that I know myself but my friend can know my parts of KEIKO more than me.
And through our friendship, I can understand their love and myself so much.
To have true friends are very precious treasure for me and I wish their happy life whenever I am in this world.
I hope that all of my precious friends can enjoy each day with LOVE & SMILE as much as possible.
And just I am very looking forward to seeing them with David someday soon...
True friends can connect with my soul and these relationships can beyond time & distance easily.
I can feel gratitude for all of my lovely friends in Japan as their existences themselves.
Today was David's holiday usually.
But he had to went to have a interview in this afternoon.
He wanted to move a new position to get a new challenge at the same company in this new year.
And he was recommended to get the new position by his colleague last year.
He decided to get the new position after long & deep consideration.
So we had a only half day of his holiday together in this afternoon.
From the 1st in Jan of new year, he knew that his interview will have in this week so he seemed to feel nervous little bit.
Yesterday he got a call by his recruiter about today's interview.
And he became to be exciting about it all the time with a little nervous feelings.
But his manager and colleagues told him, "Not to over thinking and just BE DAVID!" to him.
I said the exactly same sentence for him last night because I trust his ability & talent from the bottom of heart.
In last year, he had same experience to get a new position.
But I had no worry about his interview at all, so I tried to make him relax & feel comfortable as much as possible.
Today we got up a little later than usual to keep his body & mind take a rest enough.
And then we decided to take a walk as our favorite beach & a park near our home.
Beautiful blue sky & wild birds are here and there.
We could felt so much great energy from the SUN & wind with smile & love each other on the beach.
We took a walk for a while but we really had a nice atmosphere inside of each heart.
Not to think about his interview too much but we could feel how Blessed we are now!!
And after taking a walk on seaside, we moved to take a walk in our favorite park.
It was very quiet and holy atmosphere around us and all trees, smell of wood kept us who we are at the moment.
Also wild birds and squirrels are very lovely and they looks enjoy their nature life.
There are lot of old trees and they just looks to say us, "We are just here to be here." silently and strongly.
All nature reminded me how we need to be natural self to enjoy this moment in this world.
Just we could feel so happy & blessing in each mind and David seemed to feel relax & be confident of himself finally,
And we came back to home and take a rest and we decided to give my massage to him a little.
My massage was just a short time to let his body & mind connected as he is.
But after this massage, his eyes and smile became shining and bright for me.
So I saw him off with smile and said to him again. " BE DAVID and relax, O.K?? And SMILE!"
He showed me my favorite smile with confidence so just I prayed for his safe driving.
I started to cook for his dinner to celebrate his interview and just I want to welcome his coming home later.
And I don't mind his result of his interview at all because his doing the best for it is everything to me.
In return of his effort, I want to cook for him as my best and I want to support him more with my whole heart.
We are 1 team as a marriage couple to survive in this world and when our hearts can unite , I have never feel any worries & doubt about our love & future at all...
Love is huge power and it can bring us so much energy to be alive every single day...
Today, I could see my precious friend who lives in Tokyo now.
We met at YOJOEN about 5 years ago.
She worked there as a volunteer staff for 2 weeks but we got closer naturally.
Today, she made her precious time to have a tea with me and we really talked so well together.
Now she is looking for her fovorite lifestyle by her intuition and she looks so cheerful.
She gave me so tender words & generous message for me and her love made me relieved so much.
I know she is saying by her true & honest heart naturally and it inspired me today.
And we walked together to Asakusa area to buy her foods and I enjoyed walking & talking toghether so much.
We had a nice time together about 3 hours but I felt is shorter time than we had today.
Frankly talking & positive way of conversaiton each other let me so happy that I want to chrish myself more than I did before.
Sometimes I tend to chrish someone's thought & advice better than myself but it is not the best for me.
At first, I need to listen to my true heart silently what to do for me.
Today, my friend gave me straight & pure message and I really realized how I select to do what I really want to.
To live by following my true & honest mind is essential part of my life.
And my many frineds gave me so wonderful message which I need to listen to give me as actual words.
All of my friends of YOJOEN enjoy their own lifestly by great efforts now.
Their pure energy and natural way of living showed me very nice inspiration for me and it gave me wonderful energy naturally.
Their favorite lifestyle shows me natural power for me and I am so grateful for their lives very much.
I really appreciate with her friendship and pure soul , her spirituality made me so cheer up more and more.
David knows her a little because we talked together to her by SKYPE's camera before.
I wish my frineds' happiness more and more and I really pray for their own life with Blessing every single day.
And just I really appreciate with LOVE of my friends so much...
Firends can make my life enrich & facilitate for better way by their pure love....
I wish you can chrish your preciuos friends better.
True friends can not replace for others at all...just I am so thanful for their existence itself A LOT!
How many hours or minutes can you wait someboy who is late for meeting time?
I will wait someone who is late for coming to see me by 1 hour.
Today my transportaition was late by concentrated traffic works about 1 hour to see my friend.
After I met her for the first time to learn YOGA in 2007, we could not see each other for last 7 years.
But I really like her and I wanted to see her so much.
I made my original macrobiotic's sweet for her today to give her today, so I was praying to wait for me even 1 hour was late of our meeting time.
Fortunately she waited for me for 1 hour with smile & generousity.
I am so glad to see her again and I felt so sorry for her because I kept her waiting so long.
But she was waiting and she didn't say any complains about my delay at all.
She is great YOGINI and I became to like her so much today.
Our way of thinking & worth of life seems similar, I relized it after we talked a lot for 2 hours.
And I didn't feel any distance of her heart even we had not seen for last 7 years.
Her smile were shining still now and her gentle heart is alwyas wonderful!!
To talk with her let me so cheer up and I got great energy inside of myself today.
She has a blight energy inside and her open heart & deep compassion for others was her advantage, I found it so much.
And our talking time passed so quickly like a wind and we promised to see again someday!
Her great generousity & wonderful heart shows her smile and I am greatful for her so much.
I just feel so much gratitude for her wonderful soul and I wanted to see her again after we separated at train station.
Great energy of friendship let me so happy and I am so lucky to see her again today.
Thank you for my great friends in this world....
All of my friends can give me great energy for me always.
In return, I want to do something for my wonderful freinds by my heart somehow....
Just I really appreciate with existence of all friends and I really want to see them again!!
I wish all of my freinds' happiness with Blessing every single day!
I realized how I am lucky to meet my friends fortunatly.
All my friends lived at each place in this world.
I don't know why I could get together after I met them for the first time.
But after talking together, naturally my friends & I became nice friedns each other at deep level of heart.
My friendship is beyond any explanation of words, just each heart can feel this nice LOVE.
And many my friends want to see me again someday.
I am so looking forward to seeing all of my friends someday, I don't know when we will be able to see them but we will see again, for sure!
My precious friends want to see me as I want to see them, it is miralce fortune.
And all of my frineds are my tresure, because their existence give me so much energy somehow.
Every friends are living as they want and their effrots & activities can give me so much inspiration A LOT!
I know they enjoy their own life and I really like them.
Someday I want to introduce my husband DAVID for them little by little.
And David wants to see my friends someday soon.
All my frineds love their life and I am just thankful for their existence itself.
"See you again!", whenever I said to my friends, my heart bcame so rendering that I miss them after our departure.
But our hearts are always closer inside each heart, I can feel.
My friends are my preciuos part of my life.
And we will be albe to see again in the future.
I just pray for all my friends' happiness forever & ever.
How is your friends??
I wish your friends & you have a great friendship inside each heart with honest & pure LOVE always...
I have some special soul mate in this world.
They are my tresure and preciuos friends who I can feel strong connection deeply inside of ecah heart somehow.
It doesn't matte how we know each other and how we got closer without explanation of words.
I can feel this great friendship by pure intuition & deep level of relationship, I imagine that we had common connection in each past of previous life.
I believe in my past of eisitence of previous life as our future life will go on.
And I met some special friends when I met them for the first time but we natuarlly got closer soon & deeply.
After changing ecah job or living place each other, we can not see each other for a while.
But it doesn't matter to connect each heart evey we can not see so often recently.
To know they are O.K and happy let me happy, too and I want to grow up to worth to be their friends as well as possible.
And next time when I will be albe to see them, I want to be the better KEIKO than before.
To polish each other by different personality makes my life enrich & deepen more than before, for sure.
Of cousre, someone special of my soul mates are living in this world at differnt place & situation.
It is very unique and interesting exisitence but we can connect easily at pure love's level.
In India, Paris, German, Thailand, Ausutralia, New Jealand, Canada and at many different parts in Japan...Hokkaido, Yokohama, Saitama, Tokyo, Nagano, Okinawa, Aso, Mie, Nagoya, Yakushima, Shikoku-area etc...A lot!
Anyway my preciuos soul mates are Awesome individualities and their life attracts me so much.
But we can respect each other and we realized how we are Blessed by GOD as we are.
And we could meet each other by natural flow of this universe and we got nice soul mates beyond words & time.
My soul mates are very different from the backgrond , age, job & character but the diffreneces are GREAT!
We have each differece & share with each lifetime sometimes to enjoy each life at each place in this world.
I am very happy for all of my soul mates that they are living at each pace with someone special.
And I know they are happy now and we can see again someday soon as far as we are alive on this earth.
Life is too short to look back.
So just to keep moving on each favorote way is preciuos for everyoned to do each mission in this world.
Why do you live in this world now??
What can let you happy every day?
I wish my precious frineds & soul mates are living with Blessing & smile as much as possible even coulds covers above us like today.
We know that Sun is alaways shining above us and watching & protecting us at anytime!
I hope everyone is happy as you wish without any accident & sudden trouble today, too...
Today, how many times I cried a lot with DAVID.
I was moved by his LOVE somehow...
His great love & deep understanding for me led my heart so overflowing...
Too much happiness and so wonderful LOVE from DAVID were overwhelmed me again and again.
I have never felt a unconditional LOVE before in my past.
I am so lucky to meet DAVID.
I am so happy to be his wife.
I want to grow up more to deserve to be loved by DAIVD.
I really want to love him more as possible...
A man & a woman have just difference between two of them.
Just try to understand much better about each difference, we can know more in deeper level.
I want to support him more inside of him.
I really want to make my efforts to learn about LOVE through marriage life.
How tremendous energy of LOVE has!
What a wonderful husband I got!
I want to learn about myself through this marriage life until death...
I have never experienced this happiness to share every single happenings between DAVID & me...
Anyway...I really happy to be with DAVID...
Thanks so much for everything.
As far as David is as he is...I can be just KEIKO as I am...
Author:Masuda Keiko (増田佳子)
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